The guy who's been waiting for me all his life

Current mood: hopeful

I dreamed that I was traveling to another country with some of my cousins. I thought it was Africa, but I don't remember any black people, so maybe it was Mexico. We were visiting old friends of the family. There was a big bonfire at night in the yard. A guy said my name like a question, like he couldn't believe it, "Alisa?". I turned around and there was a tall, dark, handsome guy in a cowboy hat and sheepskin jacket, watching me through the darkness with the light of the flames dancing on his face. He hugged me and said that he had been waiting for me since we were little kids. It was a total soulmate moment. I didn't think I had one in this lifetime.

So I'm thinking that I've been doing it wrong all this time. Instead of trying to find the guy I've been looking for all my life (it's not Angel, because I'm not the guy he's been looking for), I'll wait for the guy who's been looking for me all his life. The one who wants to be with me as much as I want to be with him, that doesn't make me work so hard. That's the guy I'm holding out for. If you're him, let me know.

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